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Voices In My Head Prompt #29 -- Write a letter to yourself at any point in your past
Pheebs,

There are many things that I would really like to tell you. I also know that there are a lot of things that you would prefer to learn on your own, but I can at least try to make things a little easier on you -- no matter how stubborn you are.

And you are exceedingly stubborn. I know this from personal experience.

The most important thing I need to tell you is to not leave San Francisco and your family. Don't do it, Phoebe. You stand firm and make Prue listen to you about that slimey weasel, Roger. Don't allow her to believe the worst about you and that entire situation, even if it seems easier just to leave instead of fight. You're her baby sister and she loves you. Running away will only make things worse in the long run -- and make it easier for her to believe the accusations he will make.

Trust me on this. It's important.

Try to make things easier on Piper. Being stuck between you and Prue during your battles is not easy on her, and it's really not fair. She has a lot of faith in you and who you can become. Let her know you see that and that you appreciate it.

Time travel is going to become something that you get a whole lot of experience in -- both in going to the future and to the past. Try not to get too freaked out the first time that it happens.

Which, kind of, in a roundabout way, brings me to something... someone... else.

Cole Turner. Sometimes known as Belthazor.

Oh, Phoebe. This is one of those times that you will be glad that you lead with your heart.

You're going to fall so hard for him, and it's okay, because he's going to love you, too. He's going to do his best to fight it, at first, and try everything to defeat that emotion, but in the end, he's going to come around. He's going to choose you and the love the two of you share over everything he has known his entire life. There are going to be a lot of hurdles for you to overcome and a lot of obstacles for the two of you to deal with, but you damn well stick by him and fight for what's between the two of you, Phoebe. you fight for it. You will never be as loved and as happy as you will be with Cole. He's your strength, Phoebe, and you're his soul.

Don't forget that. Ever.

There is so much more that I would like to say, but if I try to tell you everything I want to, I will never stop writing and you will never read this.

Go give Prue a hug... and Grams, too.

Love,
Phoebe


Muse: Phoebe Halliwell
Fandom: Charmed
Words: 474